All right then. I’m getting myself way too down. Now I list what I am satisfied with. The challenge with this, for me, is to not turn it around and find the negative. While I may not write it down here, I always think of something. How do I change how I instinctively think?
I am healthy.
I always have somewhere to fall back to if things go terribly awry. (namely northern ontario.)
I have Adam, and we’re getting married, and my ring is pretty.
I learned new things in the past year.
My kitties love me very much.
I can still play Shadows of Undrentide on my P3 450.
I have limitless stores of hope, however unfulfilled they may end up… it’s always still there. Maybe I’m just stubborn.
I have already finished christmas shopping.
I can play the guitar.
I have control over the heat in my bedroom, and I have amazing down slippers.