I Don’t know. I just don’t. Don’t ask me why I feel like this, I don’t really know. Or if I do know, I don’t want to think about it. And don’t tell me to just be happy, because it doesn’t work that way. Don’t minimize my feelings because I can’t explain why I feel this way. And it’s not about the fact that it’s Valentine’s day… that doesn’t have any impact on me whatsoever, never had. It’s just a hallmark day. It may have something to do with the weather. It may be the mess that I’m surrounded with. It may be any number of things that I’m not considering, but just because I can’t explain it doesn’t mean I should just decide to smile and be happy.