Okay, for weeks and weeks now I’ve wanted to figure out how to make up my own livejournal style, so I keep going back to the developers section and reading the information there, and as soon as I do, nothing makes sense anymore… like I’ve forgotten how to translate english into coherence or something. I’m not a programmer, I’ll never claim to be one, but I did take it in high school for a few years, so I know a bit about it – unfortunately that doesn’t seem to have any impact on my ability to understand what I’m reading. I can’t figure out what anything is referring to, or what I have to change and where, and all sorts of other crud. I’ve asked Jay to help me out with it, but he doesn’t want to learn it, and really, I’d just be happy if he did it for me. I don’t know what kind of layout I want, I just know I don’t want that custom one that everyone else is using, and I don’t want the standard livejournal setup. This is frustrating and annoying me and I’m way too moody right now to even want to be thinking about it, but it’s been bugging me for like a month now, and I don’t know how to fix it. Damnit. I’m annoyed and frustrated and upset and everything else, and the more I try to figure it out the more frustrated I get because I just don’t GET it. And I’m not happy with this generic layout thing at all.